I love my blog/ I hate my blog
The truth is, I really do love my blog. I know that I haven’t posted since March and am wondering if anyone is really still out there….?, but my blog helps me to slow down, focus and reflect on things – everyday things in my life. Having said that, I must also admit that I hate my blog as well – make sense? Let me explain…..
Something pops into my mind and I say to myself, “Oh….I need to write about that. I’ll post my thoughts on my blog” And I do, and it’s therapeutic, and I love doing it. The same thing happens again, perhaps the next day, maybe a few days later…and again, I post. This continues for a while and I’m feeling good about my blog. And then it happens….a few weeks go by and I begin to think, I need to post, it’s been a while and the pressure begins in my head. It’s been weeks, months….I’m not blogging…..and then it happens….I hate my blog!
And so, this is what I need to get my head around…..I want to love my blog and so, I will not worry about keeping a schedule. I will not look at the dates of my previous posts, and I will try not to look at my stats. I have begun to take early morning walks – my daybreak walks – and these walks have been such a wonderful time of prayer and reflection. There is much that I’d like to share with you…..no pressure……
I love my blog
p.s. – thanks Sonja!