We walk around with burdens….we’d love to be able to shed our feelings of guilt, fear, worry, etc. We have lists and if asked, we’d all love to be free of them. But, I wonder, have they become the actual fabric of who we are? Have they become ‘friends?’
There may be a subconscious need to hold onto these negative forces because releasing them leaves us vulnerable. We know what they are, how much of our energy they demand, how to co-exist, so to speak. Who will I be if I let my fears go?
It’s difficult because releasing them requires us to stand for a bit in the dark, naked and exposed. We need to re-define ourselves. ‘I’m a worrier, that’s who I am’ can’t work anymore.
Sometimes we may have to look hard at ourselves and see how much a part of us our fears, guilt and worry have become. We may have to excise them and that leaves us with open wounds.
It is then that God comes to us-
to receive those so-called ‘friends’